I had a dream
I'm in the forest with too much trees
I saw a tortoise in front of me
Moving rather slow and probably trying to find some food
Suddenly someone grabbed her on her shell and smashed it hard on the ground
I was terrified but i couldn't do anything when i tried to reach out for her
He then pried her shell with a lever
Leaving her naked body under the sun
It was gruesome but before the poor little tortoise can do any struggle
He stabbed hard right onto her tiny heart
It was a quick one i should say
Then i saw a white light floating beside the poor corpse
In front of me, she doesn't want to leave
I asked her why
"Spirits are left stranded on earth because there are people or things they can't or don't wish to forget therefore they gave up the chance of reincarnation just to protect the people or memories they love. Pray for all the dead, help to purify them, hoping that they can let go of their baggage, erase all their pain and open up their closed hearts so that they will be able to cross the bridge with ease."
She disappeared after that
Then i woke up, dumbfounded
Who on earth knows what or who were you in your previous life?
Who wants to know?
All the sins you had or all the good deeds you've done affects your present life
Well, i must be a bad bad person in my previous life
If not, i wouldn't wake up with clothes soaked with blood, heart stabbed with knife and lastly not deserve anyone to stay faithful with
I must be the tortoise i guess
